Driven1.2 [Pain of it]:
Driven by performance,
numbed by addiction and broken by adverse experience, I encountered
the supernatural at my lowest point yet later my highest.
From
strident atheist to --- a theist. That encounter while on
mind-altering chemicals producing nirvana, ecstatic vision and later
a supernatural experience reshaped my life- journey.
Creating
and evolving via elapsed time and transformed by Love into the
new person I am today.
With
my obvious and blind-to-me flaws, mixed attitudes, desperate beliefs
and ordinary desires melded into a walking and talking Christian that
I hope I am
today.
Though,
elapsed time, psychiatry and helpful parents, friends and work all
provided support and relative calm. But all this while the floodgates
of new experiences were opened, reality was being reshaped, renewed
and revitalised almost weekly
[All
methods are candles besides the searchlight that Christianity
became.]
As
a University student, my mind and poorly formed character took
existential blows that wrong beliefs, poor choices and wrong ideals
produce.
Life
had reached choke-point .
My
point of existence was broken by performative living, harmful
addictions and poorly-thought-out worldviews.
Although
I remember where I came from, yet I have not arrived at the final
destination.
Belonging,
meaning and purpose according to Os Guinness are the essential
pillars of human life. But I suggest that there is a necessary
spiritual component as well. Many of you will shut down in disbelief
and click away having read that.
Although
science and its sister, technology often lead the way in the
world, science can not explain nor cure everything.
Many reading this will shut down their interest and break away.
Though neuroscience has reached sparkling heights, Scripture was
there 2,000 years earlier. Oxytocin may be the hormone the brain
releases during loving interaction, however it can not
fully explain all the dimensions of Love.
The much vaunted Enlightenment period
summed in one word is "reason"
Life
is much more than reason, so it can never be captured and explained
by reason alone—crucial and valuable though reason is. Apply reason
as carefully and systematically as you like, and there will always be
things it cannot explain, things that simply will not fit into its
categories, however hard you push, press and pull
Os
Guinness
It
was von Neumann who conceived the idea of programming that led to the
computer—the notion that you can break down a problem into a series
of simple steps that can be manipulated as numbers are manipulated.
But what works for a machine does not work for a human being. If only
we humans were more logical, or were only logical.
Os
Guinness.
Well,
with the advent of BASIC, Ruby and other digital yet plainer English
programming languages, computers released mankind from analog semi-
mediocrity and evolved the Western World into a potentially Utopian
Global
Fiefdom.
But
human logic isn't enough, other elements predominate regally
above Reason.
Who
hasn't felt an
unmet need or experienced a broken heart? Or watched a beloved pet
slowly die? How can science comfort a perceived failure? Isn't
there a dimension beyond the spacetime continuum? Is a Black Forest
Birthday cake just ingredients or is there more to it ? What about a
broke gambler whose debt is more than money? Or a girl whose dance
dress is "unflattering" and a Mum who needs me time with
two little boy toddlers in tow while husband is at work?
Knowing
that the impossible just might be possible with a benevolent GOD
hidden from view but involved, caring and readily supportive cracks
open living hope and releases it from its earthly prison. Not
just a caring GOD but with all supernatural resources to unleash.
That's
what i discovered with Christianity.
Clear
across the divide between earth and heaven is a mighty and
lovely
Being whose clear aim is to help
the orphan, the harassed Mum, the homeless woman with a young
girl living in a car and the team of Netball girls whose
flagging spirits need another inspired goal to perhaps win the
trophy.
Whether you
believe or not, the supra -natural is a heartbeat closer than you
dare think. Ask GOD humbly and you'll find that He will not deceive
you.
Since the
Universe is infinite, then heaven lies somewhere beyond and its
not a cosmic address of 42 universal.
By Digital Anvil